I have a few things to say.

One. I am sick of Tonsilitis but not enough to be a fan of having them removed. I've been so ill lately. You'd think it's effects would lessen each time but it never seems to. I thought people who suffered from things often would have less severe symptoms, doesn't seem to work in my case.

People. Frustrating. For one is the fact when they are set on thinking something it is impossible to sway them. Why do I continue to try? Probably because I can't seem to stop caring even when I know it is doing harm to myself. One friend earlier now has everything looking up for her but she is convinced it will end at any moment. She is so set in that conviction she won't even smile while it lasts. I am beginning to suspect I have a toxic friend. Do I continue to help her and keep up this rate of being willing to rip out anybodies throats for the smallest thing? Or do I just say sorry I can't do this anymore? Why am I even asking?

I was happy with myself yesterday (even managed to keep my mood after talking to Miss. Toxic). I finished my short story for a contest. Well it isn't exactly short, nine and a half pages. I am happy with myself, has a sad ending. Fingers crossed I win.

I can't believe I am already running out of things to say.

Final thought. I have been thinking it through for a week now and I've made my desicion. I'm going to break up with my boyfriend. Probably shouldn't tell others before him but I can barely get a hold of him these days. Too busy for me. Well I really did try to stick with him but what more can you expect? Raise your hand if you think there is actually a future for highschool relationships.